Miscarriage my baby would’ve been one

So me and my cousin got pregnant around the same time last year but I had a miscarriage her baby is about to turn one which is so crazy my baby would be turning one also makes me kind of sad and wondering what he would’ve been like anyways that was a planned pregnancy this pregnancy was unexpected and after my miscarriage I told my self I never want to have kids I was just so hurt anyways my son will be born the exact same date has his brother would’ve been born which is so crazy and honestly freaked me out but happy that I have this big blessing soon I truly believe that his brother in heaven sent him to me when I needed him the most 💙😭