TTC#2 possible implantation?

Erica

I've always kept track of my cycle by checking my cervical mucus, position and if it's open or closed.

On the 12th my cervix was open and I had the raw egg white discharge several days before (sorry tmi?)

The following days I dried up he even made a comment on it about needing lube.

Today and yesterday I've been battling a runny/congested nose a week or so after conception which has always been a huge tell tail sign for me (previous losses).

Y'all I want to take an early detection test but I'm so scared it'll come positive and I'll just lose it again..

How do y'all ignore the urge to test when you've got such a strong gut feeling?