Herpes

I just got diagnosed with HSV1 on my genitals. I’m 21 and I’ve never had a boyfriend. This makes me feel like no one will ever date me. I’m really stressed and i can barely eat. I’m going back to school soon and i feel like this school year is going to be miserable because i have herpes. I’m so embarrassed and i feel dirty. I can’t even tell my parents because I’m that embarrassed. I don’t want to be judged by anyone but i know i am because this is a lifelong virus. Someone, anyone please help me.