Its been so long TTC and watching everyone around me constanly getting pregnant. Even having one of my younger sisters get pregnant before me... Which i aint mad i love my nephew more than anything. But has anyone ever been in a funk where u want to delete all the apps throw away all the test. Get rid of all the baby stuff and just say that you and your partner dont want any kids? So people stop asking. Would it be easier for me to say " i dont want kids" and feel cold hearted about it then to feel the way i do now?? 😭😭 sorry for the rant.