I get home check my Facebook to see the first post is from a friend who just announced she's pregnant AGAIN with her 7th child. What the heck she's popping out babies ever year she has no problem getting pregnant. And that's not to !mention every other girl is announcing their pregnancies or the birth of their babies. As happy as I am for all of them to be blessed I'm getting jealous because I'm waiting and hoping that every month for the past nine month for the lord to bring my rainbow baby into my life.