I have to admit it

I don’t like other people’s kids. I feel so bad saying this. It’s like people expect because I’m a woman I should fawn over babies and young kids but I don’t. I love my own babies and thought this would change my feelings towards other young kids, but nope. I’m very patient and understanding, but when people offer me to hold their baby….I don’t want to. I have a friend with a baby about the same age as mine and she often offers to let me hold him. I don’t want to! I’m happy to watch and talk about him, but I don’t want to hold him… she also wants to hold my daughter all the time. She is a big baby person….and I feel bad about not being the same. I don’t want to say no when she asks me to hold her son, but I just am not a young kid/baby person. I never have been… I’m worried if I say that she will think I don’t like her son. He is cute and sweet…I just don’t want to hold him.