My grandmother had a devastating stroke 2 weeks ago. It's been a major roller coaster ride with thinking she's going to make it, to losing hope, back to regaining hope. It's just had me all over the place. Then to top it off I found out yesterday that I have gestational diabetes at 10 weeks already. I had it with #1 so I know how to take care of it. This is just all overwhelming. I'm worried I'm stressing the baby out too much. I just wish the bad news would slow down. I just needed to vent. Thanks for listening!