Work stuff

I feel kind of stuck bc I just started this job a few weeks ago and I'm getting more negative vibes than positive. Working has never been an issue for me but I was wondering what y'all would do in this situation? I'm trying to keep my home life separate so I'm not stressing in my safe space about this job but it's very difficult. We are grateful for the money rn and can't afford for me to leave so I'm toughing it out and working my butt off to be a great employee. I have made newbie mistakes but get compliments and I do try my best while I'm there. If there are any tips from people who have experienced this, what helped you cope and come home without all the emotions and negativity from the job? I have had very toxic jobs in the past and even one I stayed at for years and worked my hardest every day and now I'm like "for what?" Like why did I torture myself and my husband for that long... I guess to pay some bills...