Depressed and Lonely please help

Hey guys. Please come with kind words I’m like overly sensitive rn. I also like am feeling mentally not ok rn….A few

Months ago my brother got married, he said he needed the house to himself. So. I looked and looked and found my

Own apt. It wasn’t in the best area but I did it and succeeded. A few weeks before moving my boyfriend said no. The area is bad. He will be worrying he doesn’t want that. So he said. Come here. So what did my young dumb absent mind do. I moved in with him. The moment I did. Shit changed. It’s

My second day here and he admitted it’s too much me being here… I’m adopted. Also I’ve never had a true home. That hit. And it hit too hard. Now I got a new job here start in a few days and now. I feel. Lonely. And depressed. Questioning myself like. Why did I leave that apt… why do things happen like this to me. I am now on day 2 of being severely depressed. I’ve tried talking about it and he says it changes nothing…. I’ve just been super low. What do I do. I need help someone like. I’m really not in a good spot mentally. Come with kindness.