I am scared

So today I found out I am pregnant..... Before I get to the point I want to add that I got pregnant 2019 but my baby was born with a medical condition and passed away 2 months after he was born .... So finiding out I was pregnant was kind of scary... But I am happy my husband and I were going to try on december but I guess god had differnt plans for us..... I dont know how to feel or act I want to calm down but I can't help but think of what happened to my first baby.... But other than that I am acutally happy deep down inside (: and I can not wait to see what will happen!