One night I got so drunk , I ended up in some guys house where I let all his homies fuck me one by one. I enjoyed it but felt ashamed afterwards lol I feel like society makes women think if we want stuff like that, we are devalued… I crave an actual threesome now. I want one so bad but I think the difference is, I’d feel a lot better if it was with guys that actually care about my boundaries and needs. The guys i fucked are weirdos and don’t respect women. I still loved it but I just felt depressed and ashamed afterwards . Idk y but I crave it . So conflicted 😐 anybody experienced those feelings before?