Don't wanna get my hopes up.!

Ok I've been TTC since June when my mom died.. I've only been pregnant once when I was 16 I'm 24 now don't really member the symptoms .. Here's my question on a regular 28-30 day cycle with no stress or change in diet.. No weight loss or gain.. I stop tracking last month bcuz I got tired of the disappoint.. AF was due on the 6th and it feels like she gonna come on any minute I've been experiencing this since af was due.. Has this happen to any1 & got A bfp?? I'm ready to test but don't wanna be disappointed !