9dpo and stressed.

PTW.

I’m 9dpo. Today I woke up starving, was gonna make muffins, but my boyfriend lost the muffin tin. I know it’s stupid, but I got pissed off at him, and he went and bought a new one. I’m so stressed out, and I yelled at my baby (almost 2y) and I really feel like absolute shit. He doesn’t deserve that, and I really fucking hate myself. I feel like I’m turning into my mom (long story short, she’s toxic and manipulative, and a horrible mom) idk if it’s hormones, if I’m pregnant? Or if I’m just losing my mind.