So my bd Jack and I have a son and live together. At first things were great then then we moved in together in his moms house and the hormones kicked in and things went south. After baby was born I got diagnosed with depression. His biggest issue was me being supposedly not understanding and not wanting to engage in certain convos until I’m level headed. Fast forward to now I have been trying despite everything I have going on. I have medical issues, school, work, a 7yo and a 7mo, plus depression and dealing with ive been in the house for almost a year(just started back work) and I have no family or friends near now. He works 10-12hrs and makes his own schedule I feel he doesn’t want to be here with us. So i feel very alone and never get outside or have any friends or family. I made the mistake of calling someone I previously dealt with but never dated. We were best friends and he’s literally been there thru bad everything in my life it was always just me and him. Well Jack found out and we broke up over it. Just phone calls no meeting or anything. I’ve been trying my hardest to communicate with him the last few month leading to the calls and he ignored me and stay at work all day I felt alone and I felt I had no one to turn to.

He shared every detail of our relationship with his mother whom we stay with. It’s made things awkward with us now. He’s gone as far to her reading my DIARY via text. Every word everything I post, everything I say to him he texts to HER. I feel so violated and embarrassed now that I won’t live here. I spoke with her and it made things a smudge better but it’s awkward bc of him putting her in the middle. Where do I go from here? He’s still ignoring me and in his feelings now more than ever and everyone is making the excuses that he’s never been in a relationship before but certain shit you do not do. I’ve been trying to keep this family together but he’s putting no effort rn he’s hot and cold constantly.