friend rant

i really have to rant about this because i am so annoyed. so im a ftm and my baby is 2 months old. obviously im learning how to take care of him and getting used to this new life so sometimes i do not have time to reach out to people or reply back to every single message but i try my best to because it honestly does get lonely being cooped up in the house with a baby all the time! well i reached out to a friend and she felt like even though i am a new mom i still should make time to text . it annoyed me but whatever i try to see things from other viewpoints so i was understanding that maybe she missed me. i havent had friends over yet because obviously he was a newborn and theres covid and all. well he got his shots two weeks ago and i decided hey how about you come over meet him and we can just talk in person instead of texting. she agreed and she voiced how excited she was to meet him. well i was excited too because finally an adult will be with me i can hold a real conversation! lol , well i woke up early, deep cleaned with baby on my hip & i waited, once it was near the time she was supposed to be there i woke baby from his nap. waited some more & it was past the time she was supposed to come so i texted her. she never came and baby was upset because he was tired, as a ftm i take that as my mistake for waking him from his nap. well she texted me few hours later and said she had something to do but she would come later. so what did i do again like a dummy ? waited for her. i texted her multiple times, never came & has since not replied to me. im just so annoyed bc she made it a big deal how it wasnt fair that i didnt make it important enough to reply all the time even though i have a baby & then she just stands me up. i dont get it.