My son is almost 2 weeks old and since my boyfriend works I don't make him get up and help me with the baby at night.. But I honestly feel like I'm doing this alone..I'm up at night with the baby then I'm home by myself all day with the baby...my boyfriend comes home and he helps a little but I sorda wish he'd take him off my hands until he went to bed..but he comes home, we eat, he'll play his game, go outside and smoke, go shower, come back to play his game more and he'll only do something with the baby if I ask..I know he loves us and he most definitely loves his son..but I just feel alone..and when I get the baby to sleep I wanna cuddle for just a minute because I honestly miss my boyfriend and I wanna spend time with him more than anything right now..but sometimes I just feel like a bother....I hate how I'm feeling right now....and I'm dreading being home alone again tomorrow

.and no I don't have anyone who can come stay with me during the day..I'm literally all alone.😞