Hurt Feelings

My husband and I have had multiple losses and we are currently 12 weeks pregnant. Today I playfully grabbed his hand so there he could rub my belly while I chanted “boy boy”… we dont care what we have but I know he wants a boy. Well.. he jerked his hands back as if he was annoyed and said “STOP BEFORE WE LOSE IT”….. my heart is crushed. I want to enjoy the pregnancy for what it is.