Christmas is going to be so hard....

Kristen • Hubby & I have been together 10 years, married 11/8/14. Angel Baby - 10/22/15. Rainbow Baby Girl, Maggie, born 10-18-16!
I should be 14 weeks and 2 days....Instead I lost my baby exactly 7 weeks ago at 7w2d on 10-22-15. My Christmas present this year should have been finding out if I was having a boy or a girl, but now I'll never know. Instead of buying a cute pregnancy Christmas tree ornament for this year I bought rememberance ornaments. This isn't fair. I want my baby back.