Idk how to feel.

Literally as the title says. My bf had blocked me on Instagram after a huge fight over a misunderstanding.

His reasoning was that he didn’t want to see what I post. However…. I don’t hardly post on Instagram so I know it’s a lie.

I talked to a male cousin of mine he told me to ask him to see his phone and if he Refused then there’s my answer…..

I expressed to my bf how I felt about the situation he ignored me. And we haven’t spoken in two days.

I got so drunk the other night with my sister. And I didn’t have a urge to call him. Not once…. My sister says that speaks a lot. I mean I’m kinda hurt but the other part don’t care.

We live together and have 3.5 year old. Idk if that matters, but yeah…. And I’m 22 he’s 30.

TO ADD: Oh he’s all about looking through phones. The misunderstanding was I had a guy on fb. He didn’t like it. He blew up calling me names and saying I wasn’t loyal. We been off and on for almost 5 years. And in the beginning of our relationship I slept with another man. Even tho he says we wasn’t dating. He holds it against me.