Symptoms are gone…I’m a wreck… please someone help

I have gotten myself all worked up, but essentially I need help I need someone to talk to 😭

I am 6 weeks 4 days, I have not had any type of appointment. I was SO nauseous every single moment of every day until Wednesday. It just disappeared. Food was grossing me out and now I can eat. I truly have convinced myself that now all of my symptoms have disappeared.

My doctor will NOT see me until 8 weeks, no matter how many times I’ve voiced that I’m struggling. I called today to tell them that I feel like my symptoms have disappeared, they thankfully have now ordered me an ultrasound but I won’t be able to do it the earliest until Wednesday. I’m now having lower back pains and have pretty much convinced myself that this is what I have been so afraid of. I have sobbed every single day since this started happening, including currently. I know that I just have to wait but I am REALLY struggling with this. I’m not cramping or bleeding but I’m afraid this is the start of a MMC. I also know if I were to have an US right now there’s a possibility that they wouldn’t be able to see much (even though I had one around this time with my son and they did).

I am beside myself and don’t know what to do, but all of this worrying isn’t going to help me with any of this. I haven’t been able to focus on work, I can’t get anything done, I can’t stop crying. What do I do truthfully