Does getting your breast sucked turn you on?

I’ve never been big on breast or nipple stimulation. It used to not feel good but now it does and I still can’t “take it”. I let my husband do it yesterday for prob the longest I’ve let anyone do it. I can’t figure out if I’m uncomfortable or if it’s just too much stimulation for me. Part of me does like it. I have a history of sexual abuse this may be something I’ve also suppressed…not sure. I don’t really have a question just trying to figure out should I keep letting him until I figure out how I feel about it

P.s I did breastfeed and the sensitivity did come afterwards. Before nothing 🤷🏽‍♀️