Just want some reassurance

Dannie👼👼👼👼👶👼

So I have contact my doctor this morning, for some test I've already been refused one, but I'm so anxious about this pregnancy, I feel like I can't get excited or attached. I had a silent miscarriage at 6w4d and found out at my 12 week scan, it was absolutely heartbreaking. This was my 3rd miscarriage in a row and I feel like I'm just getting ignored!

Sorry for the rant,atm no one knows and have no one else to rant too!