I did a mistake!

The last few days am feeling disgusted from myself!

I have been talking to a guy, and I know I like him and we finally met for the first time and had SEX.

Am the type that I like to be committed before having sex. I don’t like random sex…

Anyways we ended up having sex, but after that he kinda ignored me, then spoke to me then disappeared..

We come from a culture kinda strict and I know that he took bad idea of me… that maybe I have sex with everyone..

So I felt something is wrong, I told him today that I regret what I did, it was a mistake..

In general I feel that he doesn’t want to have anything serious with me..

How I knew?

I told him that I regret because it’s the first time we meet and we are not lovers or committed to each other.. it’s not like when we are together

HIS REPLY was: 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

That’s all what he replied. Honestly I wanted to test his water, because I really wanted to know where I stand.. before I go deep with my emotions..

I guess if he was interested he wouldn’t send me just emojis right? At least he can tell me

I wanna be with you or something

Right?