4th c section

I’m so so scared to get this fourth c section that I’m living my life like it’s my last couple months…I keep thinking what if I don’t make it thru. My last one went find I’ve never had any problems besides my first c section I’m allergic to morphine and they had to revive me the first time no one knew I was allergic to it you know. This is my little girl my only little girl someone please tell me that I will be ok 🥺🥺 anyone already had 4 c sections and survived? I’m so scared 🥺