Two Weeks Late/PCOS/Rant

Hey ladies, I’m not so much asking for advice...I just need to vent honestly. I was recently diagnosed with PCOS about 3 months ago and I have been trying for this baby for nearly 3 years now. It’s not uncommon for me to be late but I always check just in case. About 3 three days before my predicated cycle, I had some spotting but that was it and I am now just at two weeks late. I’m not expecting a positive when I go to test this week...I am just getting so tired of this and I’m so depressed. I would say fingers crossed, but I never hold my breath. That’s all, just needed to get that out...will probably delete this later 🙃