Hey so kinda Embarrazzing but my period late💀✋🏽

Okay so I have a boyfriend we’ve been dating for about 3 months. (Pls don’t judge me the 🍆 was amazing✨)

(I’m ashamed of myself at this point in time)

Any who we are having sex. Not often, there is protection sometimes other times it’s the pull out. Which I know isn’t the best but sometimes I’m just tryna catch a 🥜💅🏽✨💦

So not I have been feeling weird and I’ve noticed that my period is a day late. Now I’m thinking back and wondering how true it is the precum can get you pregnant. Cuz half the time that 🦆 ( my bf) didn’t pee or nothing so.

I’ve been🤰🏽 Before my friends. I feel the same way. I know pms and all but this sleeping all day. I thought it was stressed but I’m not stressed rn. I’m fine. I’m about to move to a whole other state to get a job and a better life for my baby and I.

I am doing the best I can but I don’t want to take a test and if it’s positive deal with being held here. It’s also not right to bring a child into this situation. I know I already did it once. I’m trying with one kid. I have no doubt I could do it with 2 but it’s not right

I feel dumb if it isn’t like this but it now brings me the real thought of I can’t be with this person.

I feel as thought if I can’t imagine having your kid and thinking this would all go down hill it’s not okay and also I’m not in the stage of my life that I want that. He’s older so he likes living here. I’m 21 I’ve lived my whole life here. I’d like to explore with my baby. Maybe I’m freaking out for nothing but idk if it’s worth testing