Lonely and useless

Ive had enough. I'm only 32 weeks, I know he's not ready yet. But I'm over this pregnancy. It's my 3rd. And the mum guilt of not been able to play or take my 2 girls out on walks is starting to really get to me.

I can barely move without feeling like something is gonna fall out!! So much pressure.

I also keep getting annoyed at OH even though he's done nothing wrong. It annoys me he wants to have a beer, see his friends, go for long walks, all because I can't do that, and I know it's not fair of me, which makes the guilt even more so. He's gone out again tonight and I just feel so lonely.

I am ready for baby boy to be here, he's measuring v big above the 99th percentile line (3weeks ahead) my last baby was 11lb2 natural so I think there's also some anxiety in the mix. Don't know if they induce my earlier until nearer due date and I hate not knowing.