I’m So Over It

I found out I was pregnant last week with baby #3, last month I didn’t even make 3days in before baby turned into a chemical. I’m no longer happy in my relationship. This will be his 1st. But I’ve been a single mom of two boys for years. He’s changing, his attitude suck & he acts as if I owe him. My family isn’t supportive & im second guessing even going through another pregnancy. Not because of them, just because of my sanity & mental health. My grandma died 2017 just a few months before baby number 2 was born. And she literally was my only support, never judged me, never questioned me, just loved me no matter the decision I made. Im not to sure if I can go through being by myself with another baby. For one it’s embarrassing, & for two this was never my plan to have kids & not be married or atleast with the father. Im not asking anyone to give me any shade. Just say a prayer for my sanity & for me to find a way to make a clear conscious decision.

Thank u in advance