Relationship Anxiety

I came across this video on TikTok of this woman who shared that her husband had an affair with a 19 year old for six months. He was essentially dating her and meeting her family. The wife found out and divorced him then wrote a book. She’s earned so much money that she’s bought a home and seems to be living her best life which is awesome for her.

I open the comments and it’s a lot of people asking for her book, a lot of women saying that they’re also going through a divorce after their husband had an affair (LOTS), and multiple men saying she should have been a better wife so he didn’t go looking for more.

And I’m literally bawling. I’m just so destroyed. My boyfriend I have now is absolutely amazing. He’s so caring and honest and just perfect. I literally want to marry this man. I don’t believe he would ever cheat on me as that’s just not how he is but I just have so much anxiety. I feel like I’m a good woman and I do everything to make my partner happy (speaking in general not specifically about my boyfriend) and someone cheating on me would just break me to so many pieces. And depending on how long we’ve been together, I don’t even know If I would recover. I’m just so scared to be hurt. I feel so paranoid and anxious. I know there is good men out there but cheating and affairs are just too common to be comfortable in a relationship I feel.