Anyone cant help but read all miscarriage posts?

It makes me nervous but when I see it, I can't scroll past. I don't know if it has because am nervous about it.

Same thing happened to pregnancy announcements before I confirmed I was pregnant. For the life of me I just kept opening the posts as if that baby would jump and come inside me too.

I dont know if this obsession is good for me but I don't know how to relax. Any tips on relaxing?