Becoming a mommy to two!!

I know this is probably normal but I am beyond emotional to have another baby 😭 so many fears, what if my oldest doesn’t feel as loved? What if she’s jealous? This will be her last Christmas as an only child 🥺 will I be able to love them both 100% equally? Am I going to be a good mom having two kids? 🥺 I wanted this baby and we tried for months but now that I’m pregnant my emotions and thoughts that I never thought about before are taking over!! 😭