Hopeless depression I JUST WANT TO GET PREGNANT !!!

Hello ladies,

I’m not one to post about my feelings but honestly I’m dying inside ! I have been trying to conceive my second child for over 4 years now and nothing ! My first born is already 7 about to be 8 in December and mommy can’t give her a baby brother or a sister ! She prays every night with me asking Jesus for our bundle , breaks my heart 😞 I have been to 2 fertility specialists and they said my thyroid is fine my tubes are open my uterus is healthy … my husband also did a check up and he’s fine as well ! So what can it possibly be ! My doctor actually prescribed my a cycle of clomid 50 ml this past cycle I had and I was just so hopeful it was going to work for us and low and behold I got a negative pregnancy test and next day I got my stinking period on 11/7/21! What a let down ! I was to sad I couldn’t even come out the bathroom I couldn’t believe my eyes because I did in fact ovulate and we had sex every friggin day ! To a point where it’s not even fun anymore …. What is this luck I have ? Why are the doctors telling me I’m fine but it’s not translating into a pregnancy… I got pregnant the first time without an issue … I’m only 33 I don’t understand… I just love being a mommy I want a baby so bad I don’t care if it’s a boy or girl I just want to have another little one to love and hold and care for … I feel weak 4 long years of hope and pain !!! When is my day going to come ! Please god help me 🙏😞