Need some moral support

Hi everyone!

I had a really traumatic miscarriage a couple of months ago

. My second one so far. I had a beautiful son in between miscarriages thank God. Needless to say, I’ve lost some of that blissful ignorance that comes along with getting the BFP as my mind just goes to the trauma and potential worst case scenarios. Four days ago, I got a VVFL on a First Response. I’ve been testing with first morning urine every morning. According to the first day of my last period, I’m only 3 w 3 days along. The line this morning looks the same as yesterday. Just looking for some advice and hopefully some encouraging stories from other ladies with similar experiences. I’ve had very light spotting the past few days which also scares me. Hopefully just implantation bleeding. Thanks for reading this long post and I wish all of you the best on your baby journeys.