Is is bad that i want to spend Thanksgiving alone?

I love my family and all. Were not the closest to where we talk all the time. We do thanksgiving every year at my grandmothers house, but i just dont feel like going, and want to be alone. I have a 20month old son who went to spend thanksgiving with his dad and his dads nee girlfriend. But idk, i just want to be alone today. I feel bad and guilty for not going

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