tokophobia

I was just wondering if any girl in the world feels the same way?

So personally I love children and would love to have my own someday (I'm 22)

But ever since i found out what really goings on in a typical pregnancy and childbirth I don't want anything like that inside of me.

I think it's gross and I know its an irrational fear but I hate everything to do with it and it's actually depressing like a really want kids but all that pregnancy stuff e.g seeing baby move! The placenta! Birth! NOOOO

but don't get me wrong children are a miracle but the pregnancy/Birth is just not to me. I don't understand how some women can pop out 9 kids!! You ladies must be tanks that don't feel any pain 😅😭😭

Can any one relate even just a little because I feel like I'm alone in this.