Im about to be a day late but too nervous to take a test and get a BFN again

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I honestly just thought I’d give up testing, I felt cramps 11DPO and figured that AF was on its way. My periods start at 13DPO in the early morning and nothing yet. I don’t even want to bother getting more tests, I feel like I’ll get excited and waste more money. Dunno, anyone else dealing or has dealt with it