Okay so in February this year I had a chemical pregnancy. It was heart breaking to see my test go from positive to negative in a spand of a few days. I just got pregnant again last month I’m 5 weeks and 4 days according to when I ovulated. Anyways I’m scared to be happy and I’m worried like what if something happens and takes away my joy, just like last time. I got a doctors appointment on December 27th and I feel like I can’t breathe until I see the ultrasound and that little heartbeat. I haven’t really talked about my pregnancy openly with my husband because I don’t want him to get too attached like last time. Idk I guess I’m just trying to not worry and trying not to think about what if’s. 😩