out again 😞

Well AF showed 11/16 & now on 12/14 at least she waited instead of coming on my birthday 12/11 im happy about that which was the best bday I had in years my SO & friends made me feel so special. Im 30 now! Its official I have been trying for a full year & no luck so im making a doctor appt. So I can try to get some answers. Every month I get new symptoms & a sense of hope only to be let down but I still try to remain optomistic that our time is coming. Im happy for everyone that got their early christmas present though that made me smile.