First time momma w/no support

I’m living in another country & being a first time Mom. I only have my husband, thank god.🙏 This motherhood journey is so hard. I’m exhausted all the time. Already, I had a few crying sessions.. Sometimes I envy those mothers w/ happy & easy babies.

My baby is 7 weeks old & is so fussy. I tried everything but every time I put her down to sleep, she wakes up. Any advice??? Please help?? I’m so embarrassed & scared to slowing start taking her out. I want to delay this as long as possible. But my baby loves seeing Christmas decorations. So many different colors & shapes. This’ll helps her brain development.