Falling for him again....

Me and my ex have been trying to be friends again. For about a few months about a year. He came to my house to talk then we cuddled a bit I layed my head on his lap. I think he was flirting with me. And I was flirting back. I think. I'm terrible at flirting. I think he had a good time. We laughed and it felt good to have him around again. I don't know why but I was nervous to see him. But I calmed myself down. Because it's been so long. And I think we are going play around on Sunday. If you know what I mean.

But I am falling for him. I know we both agreed that it would be bad if we got into a relationship again. But I think we can do things right this time. Im afraid though If we might go back to the way things were.

Im falling in love with him all over again. I want to tell him but it's way to early. I think.

Sorry for the tangents.