Please pray for me

I've struggled with alchohal for quite some time. After finding out I was pregnant, I obviously quit immediately and was 2 weeks without drinking before finding out...but then we lost the baby, I had a miscarriage and that has literally put me in a downward spiral. I'm drinking more than ever because i think it helps, even though I know that it really doesn't. I'm struggling to find my strength to walk away from it completely, to die to it and no longer be a slave to it. But I'm being honest my love for it overpowers me, I feel like I'm fighting a loosing battle. I'm constantly praying but I feel in this moment any extra prayers to help me fight this, to have God and his people on my side would help me. I don't want to be this person anymore. Please pray hard for me, I want to turn away from it for good.