I Give Up...

I know I shouldn't be so pessimistic when there are so many women on here TTC. But I just have to say, I give up. My husband and I have been trying on and off for 6 years. I got pregnant in July 2021 and it ended up in a miscarriage days after getting a BFP. I've done everything I can do, without IVF, because it's financially not an option for us. I tested with OPKs, did the BD when we were supposed too, have been taking prenatals, etc and it's still not meant to be. I'm tired of seeing everyone else around me get pregnant. I'm 35 years old and I'm not getting any younger. I need to accept that motherhood is not in my cards. I'm on 8 DPO but I know those negative pregnancy tests will continue coming up negative. I'm just done. Emotionally and physically. I wish you ladies all the luck in the world. Right now, I feel alone, devastated and at the verge of tears.