When will I ever be enough

Me and my wife have been together 10 years. I'm 25 she's almost 32. She was originally my boss. I was kicked out of my house as a teen for being a lesbian so she let me stay with her and our relationship blossomed. However she always compared me to her ex's and said she's dated models before... When I turned 18 she started begging me to get breast enlargement. She said she would pay. After 6 moths she cheated and said it was because the girl had bigger breasts so I got the surgery. Our 10 years I've had so much work done I don't even look like myself. My wife would demand I get something done and I would doit to keep her. My breast are size L. I hate them. My brother didn't even recognize me. I look in the mirror and wonder who I am.... Where is Gloria. This isn't Gloria.....I look at old pictures and cry. But she still cheats yet demands I have something done so she won't.... When will I FINALLY be enough.

I can't leave her.... Nobody else will want me. You can at this point tell I've had surgery.. I'm just.... Plastic.