Another baby

Ladies. I'm a little down.

I have a beautiful little girl, she's two and my best friend. My husband and I planned to have her so it was an amazing experience.

I want another baby so bad. I had a little scare and thought maybe the birth control failed and at first my emotions were all over the place and I was scared because I dont have the room for another baby right now in our tiny house. But then I started to picture it... I started to think about how I'd tell my husband.. I thought about my daughter having a sibling and I thought about the feeling of tiny feet in my belly and now I'm just a little bummed that this last test was negative.

Part of me hoped... Wished... I always wanted a big family and being a mother is in my bones but with me having a C-section with my first kid, it's not likely that I have more than 2 or 3 kids.

Idk... I'm slightly wine drunk and sad because I would love to go through with having another baby but can't...