I don’t know where else to turn to

Tineya

I was diagnosed at the age of 22 which is still young and fresh and wanting to experiment. I am so lost after I’ve tested positive for it. I know I shouldn’t let this virus define me and what I will be in the future, but I can’t help it. I’ve tried taking to guys and then once sec gets brought up I go ghost because how do I disclose this? What will they view of me afterwards, and would they still date me after they found out? I’ve never felt so down about this because I’ve had it for a year but I am ready to start dating again, I just feel stuck because i have to have an important talk before we can even get intimate. I hug guys, but I refuse to even kiss them because of my nerves. How did everyone start their new journey into dating when they found out they were positive? What did it change for you? And if you don’t mind can you state the age you are now and when you were diagnosed? Please and thank you 🤍 just a 23 year old girl trying to find herself again