So I’ve had like maybe 3 fever blisters in my life and I just turned 26. I had a baby in November and I’m scared to death to pass it on to her. I’ve never had an issue on my vag or rectum that I know of. I’ve been with my S/O for 10 years and he’s never had anything that we’ve noticed. Im literally paranoid every day after having her because I know if you have something on your lip it could be transmitted to other parts of the body. I noticed after I went to the restroom last week an itchy and painful sensation on my bottom I examined myself and went to my OB GYN the next morning for post partum anxiety(amongst other things) and also asked if she could examine me herself, she said it looked like a hemorrhoid and not HSV. I told her that after I examined myself and touched the area I washed my hands, but then a little while later I had a tickle inside my nose so I scratched it. Im terrified I may have not washed my hands thoroughly and that maybe she didn’t look at me well enough. I don’t know if I’m just being over the top paranoid, but I don’t even want my baby to touch my face and even after I touch my nose, eyes, face anything I wash my hands before touching her. I’ve convinced myself that I literally have this everywhere. 😔