Imma just rant here for a second

When your the only one with an income and he showers twice a day someday 45 mins a time? All I hear is money running down the drain that I do not have🙃 I run off barely any income and have a toddler and a baby on the way currently. He hasn’t had a job in months but applies only online to places and won’t go hand resumes in person. He just said “I’ll get vaxed if a place wants me to in order to be hired” … i said she should have already done that then as that would be another 4-6 weeks until he is actually fully vaccinated. He doesn’t seem to think it’s a big deal …

I can’t afford to feed 3 people on barley any income I have a huge car payment a huge phone bill I have diapers I have food for my child I have hydro water and rent to pay I have insurance..

I’m very lucky how frugal I am as I have saved a lot getting almost free everything for this new baby but I’m kinda bitter about it because he promised me the nice baby stroller I wanted yet how the hell he gunna pay for it when he doesn’t have any income what so ever😒 he promised to take me out to dinner for my birthday last year I’m still waiting he told me we’d do something this year we didn’t he said for Christmas I’d get something for the baby he choose to stop going to work on the regular back in august he’d go one week stay home the next. The worst part is alll he does is play video games with his fucking online friends🤦🏼‍♀️

Wonders why I have been upset.. well I mean I could be you spend 15+ hours a day on your phone and video games doing things you wanna do as I care for my child (my first baby came from a sperm donor)

-second as my kid took his phone the other day he went and scrolled through running apps and all that was on the screen was “your fine as hell girl” “damnnn” “can I see more of that” and more the time stamp is within our relationship just didn’t bother to confront as I’m assuming alot has been deleted and I don’t have solid proof yet 🤷🏼‍♀️😒

Sorry for the rant