My fiancé and I always wanted a baby together and we were actively trying for maybe 6 months with no luck. Then, he relapsed (former addict) and is now in jail. I left him for work one morning and the next thing I know I’m getting a call from him in jail. My heart just broke there and then. I couldn’t afford bail either. I basically had a mental breakdown at this point and went to the hospital because I was terrified. They took pregnancy tests at the hospital. 3 of them. All were positive. Then they took my blood work the next day and my hcg was 46. So positive. Now I’m pregnant and alone and terrified. I don’t know when I’ll see him again or what to do. We wanted this baby. I want our baby. But I’m broke, alone, and I have my 2 year old daughter that I’m fighting for too. I’m also terrified of miscarriage because I’ve had one before and it was traumatizing. I feel like I’m drowning. I haven’t been able to sleep at our house alone because the anxiety of the situation and him not being there is just too much. I’ve slept on a couch for about a week now…I don’t really have family either. His family won’t help me because he was in the process of divorce with another woman. The whole scenario is just screwed up in every possible way. When I say this is the hardest and scariest time of my life I mean that wholeheartedly. I’m lost.