Just venting. Called the police yesterday and I'm so embarrassed

SO believes he is better. He believes he feels better. (Ptsd)

He is still stuck on talking about the same thing. He wants to help my dad. He feels bad that he hurt his feelings. We have already agreed to talk to him. He still wants to talk about it all day long for DAYS and get super loud and extremely animated in an overwhelming way.

We were talking and he started to say I was getting angry and I said no I am fine and I wasn't yelling or anything and he insisted and he said I can leave if I want to and I said ok I will gladly leave and he refused to let me take the kids he said he would call the police so I said go ahead and I ended up calling them and they came and he sat outside bullshitting with the police while I talked to an officer inside and he just told me he would talk to him and that we should get couples counseling.

He asked me if I wanted to leave, and my fucking dumb ass said no.

Why did I call the police ? Because husband wouldn't let me leave. Why didn't I fucking leave?

I'm so overwhelmed. idk what is going on anymore

I feel like my mind is much. I cannot think straight.

My husband kept wanting to talk all night. I was so tired. I kept falling asleep.

He had to call the crisis line. When he was done with the crisis line, he called his cousin.

My phone was dead last night, so idk what time this all happened.

This morning, his psychologist called to reschedule his appointment. 🙃