TW: Possible Sexual Abuse

Tonight I had a big realization and it’s affecting me big time. I believe I may have been sexually abused by my kid’s father. He has abused me in the past but not sexually. Someone I had spoke to about my situation and how my youngest baby came about they told me that it was sexual abuse.

The night it happened I made sure to prepare for our date night (getting certain contractions). After everything was done and over with he told me he took the condom off and that I needed to get a plan b pill. I was upset and told him before anything happened that I wanted to use protection because I know my body and I was not planning for a baby. 2-4 weeks later I found out I was pregnant and he wanted me to get an abortion. He is no longer in the picture and I did the whole pregnancy by myself. Baby is now 4 months old. I’ve been a single mother for a while now.

I do feel like I was sexually abused after talking with this girl but he has manipulated me so bad in the past that I don’t know what to think. I NEVER gave him consent to take it off and was not planing for a baby but I feel like he trapped me with a baby anyways. Am I over reacting?